Princess Kebaya Contest

Dear Wawa Syaida..

za nak join contest kebaya jugak!!! hehehe

za dah jadi follower awak~

anyway, sape2 yg interested silala jenguk:

http://wawa-syaidasyaida.blogspot.com/2009/11/princess-kebaya-contest.html

so, inilah gambar yang za pertaruhkan.. ni baju kebaya nyonya ye.. very nice!!

za sukaaaaa kebaya!! hehehe~

ni baju raya 2009.. it's a very special one..

..

..

..

..

..

sebab, before this tak pernah ada baju kebaya nyonya.. and thru Ramadan, i was wondering "boleh ke tak aku pakai nyonya kebaya taun ni?? tapi mahal...org takde duit ahh~". sad!!! sob..sob..

then, came a day of happiness..

tetibe ayah balik dari mana ntah and hand me a plastic bag..

[HE NEVER EVER EVER GOT ME A SUPRISE GIFT BEFORE~]

so i opened it..and there it was..

..

..

..

..

the most beautiful green kebaya gift i've ever received!

Owh My Dior~ dari ketidak-rapatan kami, ketidak-selesaan kami and kemarahan ayah yg menjadi2..for years Dad..i'd cry for all the pain u cost us..

but then, with this gift..

turns out that somehow deep in his heart,

i knew there's a space for me.. thank u Dad~

Black & White Photo Contest

Dear Cik Ezzan..

za nak join gak contest awak tuh!!! hehehehehe

za tengok banyak jugak gambar2 contestant lain yg hot giler

but, za tak kire arrrr~~ walopon pakai camera cikai je, za tetap nak try!

huhuhu..so, gambar yg dipertaruhkan seperti di bawah

[skema gile ayat za nih~] sape2 berminat, sile jenguk:

http://thecamerajunkie.blogspot.com/2009/12/black-white-photography-contest.html

i choose simplicity! [click for enlargement]

okey2...rasa2nya boleh menang tak???? keke~

hope u'll like it Cik Ezzan~!

My Wish List :P

Short term:

1. I wish I’ll pass my psychiatry posting with flying colors. InsyaAllah..
2. I wish my 12.12 won’t end too fast. (>.<') dah abes pon~

3. I wish I’d stop those nasty tears from falling again and again. :)

4. I wish to sleep soundly without nightmares or flash-backs. Go away u insomnia and PTSD!

5. I wish that my stomach stop from being sick. [no more hardcore nausea plzz]

6. I wish to have a cute baju kurung made from Japanese cotton. Nak!! Nak!! Tapi dah pokai..huarghh. Owh My Dior~~im soooooo into this one:

Azzara Cottons.blogspot

7. I wish my sore throat will vanish! Shuh..shuh..shuh..
8. I wish to put ‘u’ in the past and move on. Owh wait, I did that already and yes H, stop being paranoid gurl. Duh~~
9. I wish to have a new boyfren??? RIDICULOUSLY SOOO OUT OF MY WISH LIST!!

Long term:

1. I wish my friends will always be my friends. So, kalo taknak “za tak kisah..” hehe.
2. I wish to be a save doctor by the age of 24 year old. Chaiiiiyyyokkk!!
3. I wish to be either in anesthesia department [IF “suami za tak kisah..”] or in radiology department [IF taknak busy sgt] or running my mothers’ chain of clinics InsyaAllah [IF I decide to choose not to have oncalls].
4. I wish that I can treat my patients well and with care for I will see them smiling saying “thank u Dr. Zara..”
5. I wish to drive a cute yellow Beetle Wolkswagen.
6. I wish to bring my family out on a VACATION at Switzerland. [owh they REALLY need a vacation since we don’t have one for about..wait..10 years ago??]
7. I wish someone will love me and only me [plus my cute-cutie babies] till eternity. And “abang tak kisah..” make me a-nice-sandwich-breakfast-on-bed with roses when I’m tired or sick or saje2 nak ngengada. GE-DIK-ZZ
8. I wish to ignore ‘life doesn’t hold on to any happy endings’ and create my life on earth and after-life one happy ending [well, that’s the least I can do]. InsyaAllah..

it's 12.12

it's 12.12

i turn 22 on 10.10 am

i've got my first wish..

(^_^)

you are always the first one to wish me..

thank u..

i should be happy rite?

but why dont i?

still..hadiah mana?? hehehehe [tak malu mintak]

kalau kat rumah....

kalau kat rumah..kami suka..

pergi jogging bersama-sama

kat mana lagi?? tasik shah alam la..

kalau kat rumah..za suka..

pergi dating bersama.....

hehe mestilah ngan adik2 za..

haha kamu tertipu yek?? buwekk padan muka

bersama....mamat la
aigoo..asal? ko ingat BF ker?
tak kuasa nyah~! auww



kalau kat rumah..



lagi2 ada 2 ekor makhluk ni..
memang boleh gile za!
walopon kulit sangat ketara ketidak-serasian nye
tapi depa ni adik kandung za la hehehehe
ops sian Aat tak dapat masuk dlm photo~




kitorang bertiga pulak..
kalau dah ada kat rumah..
suke kenekan budak kecik ni..
sebab die ni "worlds' most rebellious boy"
hehehe jahatnye kitorg~

ibu pulak kalo kat rumah..

melayan je perangai busuk derang ni..

sampai "ibu tak kesah.." jadi referee lumba lari

hehehe walaupon kepenatan

yang penting..HAPPY!!

btol tak? hehehe

pls dont

ibu terlanggar penunggang motosikal!

tapi alhamdullilah pakcik tuh hanya luka ringan saja

cume kereta camry ibu di bahagian depan tuh kemik

then, ayah tau, apalagi!!!!

PERANGGGGG!! [thats why i dont fully trust marriage]

haish..pastu ayah cakap,

"JUAL JE RUMAH NI"

NO NO NO NO NO

u really can't do that dad!

abes kat mana za nak tinggal nanti?? adik2 cane?

nak tumpang umah bini muda ayah tuh??

NO WAY!!

ayah, kalo accident tuh nak berlaku, it will happen

dah memang ditakdirkan camtu ayah..

nape nak marah2 ibu pulak?

sampai nak jual rumah kite yg best ni??

fine..kalo ayah nak jual..jual lah!

but i'll be the buyer and i'll never give this house to anyone

NEVER!!

coz mom really love this house

kehidupan sebenar adalah kamu

aku cume perlukan kekuatan Tuhan

untuk menempuh hari2 mendatang..

buat masa ini itu saja yg dapat ku ungkapkan

kalau aku punya pemadam memori,

mungkin lebih senang..

rakanku, sokongan anda adalah segala-galanya

terima kasih aku ucapkan.

aku tak mahu beremosi,

aku tak mahu menagih simpati,

aku tak mahu hubungan ku dengan org sekeliling terjejas,

hanya kerana satu tragedi pahit.

sumpah aku tidak berniat jahat,

sama skali menggunakan sesiapa saja,

untuk kepentingan ku.

aku hanya manusia biasa yg punya hati dan perasaan.

namun, aku dilihat seperti racun berbisa.

aahhh sungguh kejamkah diriku?

salahkah aku berbaik dengan semua org?

sehingga semuanya menjauhkan diri kini..

pelik sungguh manusia.

aku belajar tentang kehidupan sebenar dari kamu

kamu, kamu dan kamu

setiap dari kamu mengajarku sesuatu

setiap langkah kamu menjadi petunjuk hidupku